Saturday, February 23, 2013

The Proposal


January 12, 2013

Daryn had some great things brewing in the job arena, and after a lot of hard work wanted to celebrate with a nice dinner.  We had 5:30 dinner reservations (insert Buckeye Card or Early Bird Special pun) at Lolita in Tremont.  Initially, I thought this was odd as Lolita was our anniversary spot.  Daryn and I had our first one-on-one date here September 17th, 2009 exactly one day after my birthday, and two days after his.  It had been exciting not only because it was a first date, but it was also a celebration birthdays. 

After enjoying the mouth-watering duck confit we had a drink at the bar and nothing was out of the ordinary. My suspicions of the restaurant choice had faded away with my second glass of sauvignon blanc.  The plan was to meet up with another couple to see a 10pm comedy show.  Obviously we had time to kill, so we were going to to swing downtown closer to the show, and have another drink.  But the first thing on the agenda: Daryn needed floss.

Now, this is where I make a point of telling you about his weird floss habits. 

God bless a man who has good oral hygiene.  Daryn flosses after almost every meal, and when he gets the urge it’s an itch he MUST scratch.  But after he is done with the floss he has a habit of leaving it everywhere… On the sink, in his pockets, on the living room table, in the junk drawer.  Needless to say, it drives me up a wall, but I pick and choose my battles so I only mildly badgered him from time to time.  I ran out of the floss I carried in my purse (waffle flavored… a gift from my sister one Christmas) so we needed to stop at the store.  Since we were heading downtown we pulled into the Constantino’s Market parking lot and I waited in the car while he ran inside.  I then proceeded to post an angry Facebook status about the lameness of all the sob stories, accompanied by a generic photo, that were circulating on my feed.  (This will be a funny point later in the story.)

After he got in the car he mentioned how he read on Cleveland.com that there was a new statue / monument being built at the Cleveland Browns stadium for the new owner as a sort of “Welcome to Cleveland’ thing.  As I said, I was a few glasses of wine in and probably really easy to convince, so I agreed to us swinging by the stadium to check it out.  He pulled around and parked on the street in front of the main back entrance.

“Come on let’s go look” he said.  “Wait, you want me to get out and go up there?”  I wasn’t interested.  “Yeah, just come on you’ll be the first of your friends to see it… please come up there with me” he begged.  “Alright fine."

On a side note, if you’re familiar with Cleveland weather you understand that it can be 19 degrees one day and 60 the next.  This night just happened to be one of those unseasonably warm nights, so getting out of the car and climbing up a few flights of stairs in a dress in the middle of January wasn’t too big of a deal.

Nearing the top step I started getting a feeling as if something was off.  I started to realize that I wasn’t going to see a statue at the top of those stairs, and smiled with the same anticipation you get that moment before you know you’re going to be tickled and there is nothing you can do to stop it. 

Once at the top, Daryn turns to me and admits there is no statue.  The reason he brought me to the Browns stadium is because it was the site of where we spent our first day together on a double date with the couple who introduced us.  It was the home opener on September 13th, just two days before his birthday, three before mine, and four before our first “official” date at Lolita. 

I remember him getting down on one knee.  I remember him reaching into his coat pocket and producing a grey linen box.  I remember him having trouble opening the box and handing it to me saying, “You do it”.  I remember him asking me to marry him.  I remember a sick mixture of delirious laughs with sobs of job.  I remember shaking, and tears rolling down my face.  I remember putting the most beautiful rosecut diamond ring on my finger.

My only stipulation for Daryn to propose to me was that he had to make me cry.  A ring wasn’t even part of that stipulation, but I wanted him to do something so romantic and sweet that I couldn't help but bawl like a small child.  So after he asked, he stood up and announced he was going to sing for me.  He grabbed my hand and pulled me close, and we slow danced as he sang “Loving You” by Elvis.  I can’t remember the words, but I remember continuing my ridiculous cry/laugh noises as he sang softly in my ear.  And yes, he’s a good singer so it was beautiful.

After we were done, I realized I didn’t even say the words he wanted to hear, so I screamed “Oh my gosh YES!  I forgot to say YES!”

The night was not over.  He said we had 8:15 reservations at YOLO (the Battery Park Wine Bar) for a little champagne toast.  YOLO was a spot we both loved and came up in conversation as a place that would be great for our wedding reception one day.  It all came full circle.

As soon as we got in the car, I took the floss he just purchased and started wrapping it around the back of the ring.  He was too nervous to get it sized, so it was almost two sizes too big.  The floss wasn’t enough, so I rummaged in my purse and found a ribbon from a present I received from a good friend before Christmas.  Yes, I was carrying it around for almost a month because I was too lazy to clean out my purse.  I tied a big knot, cut the end with a Swiss Army knife, and ended with a strategic yet ghetto  jimmy-rigged ball of mess on the inside of my ring finger.  It worked.

When we arrived at YOLO, I saw two girls with their backs to us at the bar and I thought, “That one girl looks like Shannon from behind with that curly red hair”.  We round the corner, and there were about 15 friends and family members who cheered for us when we came into view.  I was BLOWN away and so extremely honored and excited to see so many of our loved ones who came to celebrate with us.  Turns out, the girl at the bar who looked like Shannon from behind ,WAS in fact Shannon.

My girl friends were giddy with anticipation the whole time, wondering if he had proposed yet while they waited our arrival.  They thought it would be wise to check my Facebook status in case I made the announcement right after it happened, but all they saw was a bitter rant about sob stories.  “No, I don’t think he’s done it yet.” 

Lots of tears, lots of cheers.  Lots of story-telling, lots of hugs and kisses. It was the perfect end to a wonderfully executed evening courtesy of my now fiancĂ©. 

At the end of the night there were three of us left:  Daryn, myself, and my brother Tom.  At Christmas, my mother passed on my father’s wedding ring to him and since it was too small for any finger but his pinky, he was wearing it on his necklace.  He took the ring off and handed it to me saying that it makes more sense for me to have it sized down to fit my fingers than it was for him to have it adjusted to fit his.  I grabbed my brother and hugged him tight.  It was such a heart-warming gesture and I was filled with so much gratitude.   

On the way home I sat in the car and looked at my new ring on my left hand, and my father’s wedding band on my right thumb and started crying.  The night could NOT have been more perfect if I had tried to plan it out in my head. 

Now, I probably should’ve turned down that last glass of wine.  It’s safe to say I celebrated a little too hard, and felt like I went to a bat fight without my bat when I woke up the next day.  It was all worth it, so I can forgive myself.

I’ve known for a while that I was going to marry Daryn.  He’s my best friend and I don’t know life without him.  We’ve been thought a lot in the past few years, so we are both ready to start a new chapter and look forward.  I want to thank everyone who was a part of that night from the bottom of my heart, and to those (my sister) who could not make it because of that nasty flu bug that was sweeping the nation.

And thank you to the love of my life for making me the happiest woman in the world.


      



Wednesday, January 2, 2013

Movie of Me

coffee stain (see title)
listening to: "Hotel Costes" station on PANDORA

Do you ever see your life play out through the seconds in the day as a movie?  Washing tomatoes in the sink (the close up of the ripe, red fruit under the cascading water, the shot of you pushing your hair out of your face with the back of your hand, the "riiiiiip" of the paper towel, the "shiiink" of the knife, the close up of the guts spewing from each slice, the full length shot of you against the counter, leaning over to read a recipe on your laptop).

I totally had that moment the other night, and I don't know why I'm telling you.

Either way, something about that inspired me to give blogging another try.  I don't seem to have a lot of patience when it comes to following through on a new habit so this may be one of five posts... we'll see.

Anyway, your life is a movie.  Would you watch it?  Have you ever been able to really appreciate the little things that you do to a point where you could see yourself, well, watching yourself?  I was listening to this sexy lounge music station (think: cafe in Italy, skinny cigarettes, red lipstick on an espresso cup, love made when eyes meet), and it inadvertently put a little finesse in my step.  It made me sway just a little more to the right and time my sighs, my chops, and my grates along to the slow and sexual beat.  It's as if every move was falling into a choreographed routine for an audience of one, and I was watching a clip of myself chopping tomatoes.

It's these little, strange, and mildly embarrassing moments that remind us of how alive we are.